Dependent on God in everything

Have you ever reach to a point where u want to give up? Things seems so difficult and everything you are so not satisfied and not happy.. You just feel that God condemns you.. I have reached to this point and honestly, I am not happy with my life!! Even I walk I fear God, it was really really difficult and suddenly all those hurts which I have undergo in the past came back. I was really fearful. But at this point, I have to learn to be dependent on God, trust in his word and apply it. It's not easy. Just when I thought everything is alright, I was sure I was ambush and attack by e devil. He attack my health. My ankle was injured and sprained for the first time. I really felt so condemned. But yet, God word says in Hebrew I will rmb your sins no more.



Then I realised that I cant be good. I tried but I couldnt. I tried to play the guitar but it is getting difficult. I was frustrated and I want to smack my guitar on the floor!!



I know exactly whO and wHat I am. So weak!! Thus the key to be set free is here. Be dependent on God in everything. His wisdom, beauty, favor and provision. I dependent on God wisdom to learn the guitar, well it gets better. Play the guitar much easier and no longer struggle so much. I used to withdrawn from crowd and I dare not even look at stranger straight. I turn my head to the other side and pretending to look at other thing. Y? I was inferior. Then I came to have a revelation that God is my beauty. Ok great I thought to myself. So from then, I became dependent on God beauty to step up and face the crowd. Then someone says I looks great but the next thing I know what these people have been looking is God beauty in me. Finally, conquer the fear of the crowd. Dependent on God favor me was an amazing thing. At least I get along well with people.

To depend on God the heavenly father is great. It helps you to be relax and enjoy life just like baby! God wants us to be whole and happy and that's why he wants you and I to be dependent on him the highest God of all.